CONTEMPLATING

My last post was about the royal wedding. Well until now I am still magazine hunting n buying all magazines with the picture of will n kate for my mother..definitely im broke but things i do for my mother and anyway it can be my mother’s day present for her :p ok enough of the none important things the reason why the title of this post is contemplating is because i am considering whether i want to go back to Malaysia for good or not...my heart has always been at Malaysia everybody who knows me well knows that i am a girl who loves my country..i keep on saying msia lagi best dari London..london mamak pon xde and i recently decided that i want to go back to msia for good but there is still in the corner of my heart that is not certain with this decision..i dunno why because according to my pro/con list msia always win BIG TIME comparing to London..but the heart is still not certain...i dunno why i need that certainty to make my pack up and leave..there is nothing for me here..i am turning 26 years old soon and Alhamdulillah i am a masters holder and i know in msia i can achieve more than i can achieve here.. in London i am just working in a kid’s boutique where i only earn enough money to support myself..i want to go back but i need that certainty to make me be sure because i don’t want to regret myself...help me decideeeeee guysssss :)

pics courtesy of google image

The Royal Wedding two

photos courtesy of my phone n adila's camera :)

The Royal Wedding

I know almost everyone is updating their blog with the royal wedding post but who cares I totally understand because it is just not a typical wedding it is THE WEDDING OF THE CENTURY yo...anyway let me tell my part of experience of the royal wedding...well i was super excited on the day of the wedding i woke up sharp at 6 am..see that is how semangat i am..during my study period i did not wake up sharp at 6 to get ready...i have always snoozed my alarm hahahah but u guys need to excuse my semangat-ness since i grew up with the royal family...ecehhh i did not literally grew up with them i grew up listening about them..my mom is the epitome :P of the royal family fan..she bought almost every single copy of HELLO magazine every week just to know updates about the royal family eventhough in msia that magazine costs a fortune..my dad always nagged to my mom about how she wasted her money on magazines but my mom couldn’t care less hahahah...so that is how why i can explained n knew almost every single royal family at the wedding AS IF im related hahah perasan giler i know :p so back to the wedding, the whole 100 southfield road household plus berg managed not to work that day so all of us boarded the tube n headed straight to Buckingham palace...all of us managed to get a pretty good seats n view at the mall which is the carriage route...we literally saw everyone n i am as happy as God know how jumping up n down hahaha..the palace put loud speakers everywhere around London so that all of us can hear what happen in the abbey n thank God for ammar’s iphone we managed to catch the live telecast as well...i do not need to explain how beautiful kate was the dress was elegant but to me it has lacked of the WOW factor but it is still pretty though...i never thought kate as the cupcake dress type of bride..after the wedding all of us headed to Buckingham palace to witness the balcony appearances.. hell no im going to miss the first kiss..so we managed to get a good spot as well near the palace ( thank u God ) but to our disappointment our view was blocked by this big camera stand of the videographer...we were literally besides the pond n adila n iqa were determined to jump into the palace pond to get the best view which at first i hesitated...but later i joined them in the pond n i tell you it was the best experience ever n i managed to catch both kisses clearly live!!!!the best experience ever n of course we will never had the chance ever again without being caught to jump into the pond right hehehe...n of course to make things better we made it into the local newspaper..totally a picture to show our children later :P so i guess until now...ill feast u guys with the pictures on the next post..

ALHAMDULILLAH

Alhamdulillah syukur ke hadrat ilahi i am now officially a masters holder.. never in my life not even a single second i thought this day would come because ever since i was a little kid i am never a genius brood in the family..can u imagine almost all my cousins on both sides went to boarding school during their secondary period since all of them always excel in their exams..can u imagine straight A’s all the way..i always thought kesian mama n papa xde anak genius but now i learnt that every single person in this world have their own special talent.. u don’t have to be a science stream student to go far n u don’t have to feel inferior when u are not the same as the others...Allah will always has a plan for His ummah...n His plan for me is to go through a big ordeal on 2008, try to recover in 2009, moving on in 2010 n Alhamdulillah the biggest gift that i have ever received in 2011...it is the best feeling ever to be a masters holder n the feeling becomes better when u know that ur parents are definitely proud of u...my father is not an expressive person he is not the type of fathe that will hugs kisses and tell he loves u all the time but to me HE IS THE BEST FATHER IN THE WORLD n when i told him i pass the look on his face makes me happy...i cant wait for my convocation this july because i know he will be the proudest father at that moment...well my mom, she is very expressive i know she will come as glamorous as she can n be proud of me hahaha...

July please come fast :) i want to celebrate the biggest day of my life with my parents!!!

pics credit to google image

shah's wedding

let the pictures speak :)

Malaysia is where the heart is

It has been awhile since I updated my blog sorry for the long hiatus I was so busy enjoying my time in my beloved homeland hehehe. I have arrived msia on the 8th of February and my beloved friend wawa picked me up at the airport because originally I was planning to surprise my parents but as u all know having a dad who was an army officer is hard. Prior to my departure to msia my dad interrogated me with all sorts of question and finally i gave up and let him know the original plan. So at the end i managed to surprise my friends and cousins. The first few days of my holiday was crucial: P since i was busy helping out my dear cousin for the wedding. The wedding was a success i was glad that i rushed myself to send the car back to kl so that i can attend this wedding. I love every single moment of this wedding and thank God my mom managed to tempah a very beautiful brown baju kurung for me so that i can be in theme with the wedding. The night before the wedding was fun as well since i managed to have a sleepover at concorde shah alam with my darling girlies cousin. We updated each other with plenty of gossips heheheh...husna n sara carik bf cepat la nanti safia potong line hehehhe...i will try to post the pictures of the wedding in my next post. After the wedding, my friends kept me occupied until today. I am only half way through my holiday but i am definitely broke!!!we went for karaoke, eating session, cendol session and even managed to watch a football match btw msia and Pakistan which was mind blowing..at least i managed to mend my broken heart (cewahh) when i missed the Suzuki cup match btw msia n Indonesia before :Pother than all these stuff i managed to help out auntie ana to plan adila’s wedding n even execute adila’s cyber space engagement. I really hope adila loves the hantran that i did for her  after this im planning to go to perhentian with my darling uncle n friends other than visiting my sister and my niece n nephews..it has been 3 years n i cant wait to see her but i really hope n pray to God that my student AP application and custom will run smoothly because i really want my sister to see my bumblebee but i think the chances are slim because until today there is still no answer from the MITI office!!!so until now i am off to futsal n young tau foo hebat uptown hehe I really hope i can update this blog as frequently as possible so that adila will be jealous of all the foods that i am consuming hehehehe...jgn marah babe i love u tau..i bawak balik sambal paru n kerang for u tau nanti 

p/s: i just found out that a friend of mine who persuaded me to apologize to his ex gf in order to clear things out between us la konon nya but end up telling the ex gf about it..what is his intention pon i don’t know la hopefully he get what he wants la...thank God he is no longer in my life because i don’t need all these dramas...i only need quality friends in my life n Alhamdulillah i have that 

-the picture above was when i was reunited with my bed hehehe

WRITING MODE!!!

I have been writing and writing as if there is no tomorrow and the reason why is to make my parents proud of me!!!i remembered once when i was in the primary school my dad told me that his dream is to see me having a degree!!!but after what u have given me all through my life im trying my best to give u more than a degree....hopefully Allah s.w.t will help n guide me through this path so that i can give u a masters!!!i just need to write the conclusion n insyAllah im DONE by 27th of January...wish me luck guys i need LOTSSSSSSS of it right now :)

p/s picture above is the current situation of my table hahahah