happy 25th my Shaznee Tajuddin!!!

Happy 25th birthday shaneee.....i miss u uber alot!!!!ill be seeing u soon so please dont ronggeng to much tau so that when im there we can pulun all the ronggengs together..drive safely to cameron highlands n i hope u have a good borthday celebration with your love ones ok babe!!!!i love n miss u with all my heart

The best wonderful friends ever!!!!

From my previous post i was being so melodramatic n hormonal because i couldn’t attend the wedding of my darling best friend but i am so thankful to God that he gave me the best friends of all time..even though im not there all my best friends make sure that i’ll leave a mark on nadrah’s big day...they even signed the wedding guest book on behalf of me n even posted a video from the bride for me...i am so touched with all these gestures it means a lot to me tau korang!!! U guys are my family n i won’t trade u guys for anything!!!

Happy 64th papa

Dear Papa,

I am so grateful that i have you as my dad,
Thanx for always believing in me and for all the support
love, laughter, care n handbags:P you have given me,
Thank you as well for being the kind-est, most caring n
tantrum father :P
I love you papa!!!!

Happy Birthday my Hero

love,
Zeileen

your tembam yet adorable daughter :P

My darling Miss Nadrah Fazlina

The worst part about being abroad is when u’ll be missing all the important events of the one u love...this weekend on the 19th of December my dear best friend when i was in UIA Miss NADRAH FAZLINA AHMAD KAMALUDDIN will become a MRS!!!! Nad i am so so sorry that i couldn’t be there by your side on ur wedding day...if i had the chance i promise u i will tau actually...only God knows how sad i am not being able to be a part of ur wonderful beautiful wedding nad ...i ingat lagi on shakey’s wedding u ckp zeileen nanti wedding i u jadi pengapit i tau u kene berkampung dkt my hse seminggu tau n i was all up for it but now i have to break my promise nad im really sorry babe n it really breaks my heart u know...u have always help my family n i...every wedding every birthdays every open hses n even bbqs ull be the first to come n tido at my place to help me out and during my breakup with mr H u pon ada to comfort me and i am very grateful and thankful to have a friend like u nad..i know i do have my mood swings sometimes n kadang2 ada terlepas ckp ke what ever to u but trust me u are like my family so thats why i will always tell u how i feel but please bear in mind that deep down inside my heart i love u nad...btw please take a good care of urself ur wedding is just around the corner n put on the most beautiful smile on ur face cos i know u’ll be the prettiest bride ever and HAVE FUN cos this day will only come once in ur lifetime so treasure every moment of it n please tell syukri that he better take a good care of u tau if not siap hahahahaha...
Love u loads nadrah fazlina <3 <3 <3

current

the picture represents how i feel right now :)

My beloved arwah Makwan

It has been 2 years since the passing of my beloved grandmother. How time flies she is the most purest person in the whole world. Never ever in my entire 10 years of being her roommate that i heard her saying bad things about other ppl...she always says biarla....her favourite line would be yo kato kau very the nogori style weh....if i could turn back time i would want to be the best roommate for her since when i was small i think i am not a good roomies for her i do sometimes hurt her feelings occasionally...i have my regrets but i really hope during her final couple of years ive done my best to accommodate her so that my past mistakes are forgiven by Allah ( i am a 12 years old girl sharing a room with my grandma of course i have my tantrum )
Makwan i love you with all my heart i know you have gone through a lot of dugaan given by Allah setiap hari alin doa supaya makwan bahagia sekarang dan ditempatkan di kalangan org beriman amin...please sedekah alfatihah to my dearest makwan

busy bee mode

need to write about my barcelona trip pronto!!! but still couldnt find the time..will try to do it soon n fellow h.e.g miss u guys a lot!!!

The birthday of darling miss REENE

Today which is the 1st of November marks the silver jubilee of my dear n best-est friend miss shazreene nurjanna shamsuddin... happy birthday babe i hope u have a good celebration ahead of u n i am so sorry that i could not be there on your big day but nonetheless i love u from the bottom of my heart n u are the coolest FIRST friend ever!!!!
p/s babe bile hang nak mai sini cheq nak habih blajaq dah tau hang x mai lagi nih!!!

The Happy Ending Group

Hello guys it has been awhile since i write anything in my blog...sorry for the long hiatus as from my previous post i was busy globetrotting hahahah...many of unfortunate events occurs (flight delays, strike n ect) during the trip but Alhamdulillah at the end everything went well n im thankful because the whole gang were fantastic...i would like to take this opportunity also to thank every single person in this trip...shida thanx for organizing the Barcelona trip seriously if u x ajak surely this group will not come to existence n for u to introduce us to wani who is sekepala n fun to hang out with so thank u again n wani seriously u memang sempoi even though teruk u kene kacau with us regarding ur Barcelona fling kan tapi u maintain sempoi...seriously nice knowing u hopefully i balik msia we can catch up k...next shera n abe seriously u guys are sempoi ikot jer the itinerary n xde complain langsung even abe ada blur2 sikit but it was fun n shera thank u again because of u la the rest of us get to know baby, aypul and fakhrul the three wonderful stooges who are definitely FUN to hang out with..baby n aypul from the bottom of my heart thank u for ur wonderful hospitality in paris...seriously xtau mcm mana nak balas budi korang sending us everywhere n ur mom cooked for us wonderful meals seriously ur mom is one sempoi ambassador’s wife la n fakhrul thank u very much for helping kak tanty n abg aypul show us around n jadi photographer tau n also send my thanx to ur father yg bagi us pinjam ur mpv to jalan2 around paris  finally dils n ammar seriously it was a dream come true to FINALLY la kan dapat pegi Disneyland dgn korang after so many plans yg tak jadi n cancel sokmo...it was definitely the day that i will remember sampai tua n dills sorry babe i buat u nangis masa naik tower of terror i seriously don’t know that ride was that horrifying...amik fast pass x pikir hahahah...but definitely our next trip kene tido situ la babe...

Thanx every one for making this trip FANTABULOUS and so unforgettable...

p/s - i would like to thank fakhrul for the name of the group :P thanx ek fakhrul but no worries nobody will know about it cos we promised u kan what happened in barcelona stays in barcelona hahahaha

Xoxo,
zeileen

BRB mode

ill be busy globe trotting for a week..
be back soon n will update u guys with
LOADS OF PICTURES!!!!

xoxo,
zeileen

The arrival of darling best friend

I am so lucky since my dear best fren mr.b just arrived London on the 23rd of September for his masters at Westminster university. We are very close so his arrival is like a blessing for me because at least if we have any hot gossips to tell each other we can just meet up over a coffee instead of before this we need to wait for either one of us to go online n chat.. Furthermore life is pretty much easier since i got a new driver hahahaha... fyi i am one hell of a lazy driver but i am a very good co pilot ok!!!owh one more thing since the arrival of mr.b also, every time i go online and chat with my friends in Malaysia they will ask me how are u n him? So to make things easy i am going to make a GENERAL STATEMENT (cewah mcm artis pulak kan) both of us are BESTFRIENDS only n NO lovey dovey feelings involved n hopefully the friendship will last forever la kan n it will be kind of weird if feelings involved rasa mcm incest la tapi i don’t want to cakap takbur Allah maha besar n who knows He has a bigger plan tapi it surely will not be now la kan...hopefully this post will make things clear for my darling friends in Malaysia n miss dills if u are reading this post jgn comment yg bukan2 ok :P...i miss u babe rumah ni sunyila masa u kat Valencia..get ur butt here in London ASAP please...


owh im picking up shera at the airport today..yeay it will be the reunion of the three stooges baybeh!!!

Bob Marley 's piece of mind

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”

100 truths!!!

You are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: tea
2. Last phone call: my parents
3. Last text message: bergo
4. Last song you listened to: running by no doubt
5. Last time you cried: yesterday

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on: yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope
9. Lost someone special: yes
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: never!!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. green
13. pink
14. black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: yes since i moved to uk kan
16. Fallen in of love: yes n then i choose to fall out of it balik
17. Laughed until you cried: of course!
18. Met someone who changed you: yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes :P
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them!
23. How many kids do you want?: a twin
24. Do you have any pets: i used to have cats, fishes, rabbits and turtles
25. Do you want to change your name: no
26. What did you do for your last birthday: this year birthday was a blast <3
27. What time did you wake up today: 3.00pm (i slept around 7am ok)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: online
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: food ahahhaa no la dunno la actually
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last February sob sob
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: for my sister’s life to be better
32. What are you listening to right now : nothing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yup my colleague’s husband
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: ppl pissing me off
35. Most visited webpage: FB n blogspot
36. Whats your real name: zeileen yusnita abd jalil
37. Nicknames: leen
38. Relationship Status: Single but not available yo hahaaha
39. Zodiac sign: gemini
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Primary School?: SRKTM
42. Secondary School?: SMTM
43. High school/college?: mciium, iium , Middlesex uni
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: long
46. Height: 5'5"
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: i think kot haha
48: What do you like about yourself?: bubly
50. Tattoos: A BIG NO
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: never
53. First piercing: not sure
54. First best friend: shazreene nurjanna shamsuddin
55. First sport you joined: x ingat
56. First vacation : x ingat
58. First pair of trainers: lagi la x ingat

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: no
60. Drinking: no
61. I'm about to: to study lame i know
62. Listening to: nothing
63. Waiting on: a right guy hahahhaha

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yes
65. Get Married?: not sure yet at the moment
66. Career?: be an ambassador

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: ntah la haha
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: NO
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes
79. Sex on first date: NO giler nak STD ke
80. Broken someone's heart: yes im deeply sorry mr.h
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: of course
87. Miracles:yes
88. Love at first sight: possible but not for me
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: no
91. Kiss on the first date: no
92. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?: no
95. Did you sing today?: yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : 6 years ago
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it: i learn from past mistakes
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths? : yes

Wishing too much

Can i wish for so many things?if yes these are the wishes..

-To submit n complete a KICK ASS thesis so that my parents will be damn proud of me
-To get a good n promising job here in the UK so that i can pay back my tuition fees to my parents
-To give my parents everything they want in life after what both of them had done for me
-To pray n hope that pipi will complete his degree here with flying colours n be the man of the family (i know u can do it pip i always have faith in u :P)
-To always be there for my sister
-To always be there for my nieces and nephews ( 5 of them to be exact)
-To meet a good person who can accept me , my family and my religion

And finally

-To be a better person

I have a lot of things that i want but i don’t know whether i will ever have the time, courage or even energy to achieve it or not..i just need to pray to Allah swt that He will help me insyAllah amin..

I love you

i was crying like hell when i read a blog by my darling sis..please bersabar n insyAllah Allah will always be by ur side( thank u for following my blog ahhaha)..u know u always have me n u are the main reason why i want to pursue for my masters tau..ill make sure ill take care of u if anything happen..u are the love of my life now n i don’t need a man cause i have u :P n 3 wonderful children as well...missing u alot please convey my love to my babies!!!

A dear and loving miss naddy

I was having a nice time chatting with my dear friend just now..i am so happy for her since her big day is just around the corner n from the bottom of my heart i am deeply sorry that i will miss ur wedding day n hanya Allah je tau nad betapa sedih nya i sebab x dapat attend ur wedding because u were always there for me n u know kalau i ada dkt msia mmg i akan berkampung kat ur hse tau n i will try to make sure my parents datang k because to them u r like a daughter as well..congrats again nad u made the right choice insyAllah i doakan u dgn syukri kekal hingga ke akhir hayat n will be blessed with beautiful n wonderful babies since i know how u like babies and kids n to those who doesn’t know nadrah is my nieces n nephews nanny..all of them loves her to the max!!!she is very good with kids how i wish the twins can become ur flower girl n page boy kan nad tapi nak buat mcm mana Allah ada a better plan for us maybe they will be there on ur 5th year wedding anniversary ke who knows but ill try my best to convey to them that their beloved auntie nadrah is getting married  one more thing nad thank u so much for ur advice i know u will always be there for me i treasure our (me , shak n u ) friendship tau insyAllah ill try my best to not to get hurt like before :P n i know u pangkah sape n i will always ingat undian u tuh but seriously xde pape pon dgn semua because i love every single of them like my own brother hahaha..so u kene carikkan yg lain for me la hahahha..
I love u babe thanx for everything <3
Xoxo,
zeileen

Pada Mu ku bersujud

The words in this song are calming and fantastic..syukur

iftar with lovelies!!!

i miss them alot!!! they are my life!!!so let the pictures do the justice owh btw i love SKYPE!!!

Dissertation mode

Today i'm going to start writing down my dissertation!!!wish me luck everyone i have four and half months to go n hopefully my dissertation will be a kick ass one..insyAllah amin <3

Pure Bliss

three days ago i made an impulsive purchased through evans online website by buying a beautiful black n purple coloured dress..well it arrived today n currently hanging in my wardrobe!!it is a little bit pricey so i did regretted buying it at first but after seeing im glad but wondering where to wear it la actually!!!dgn summer dah nak habis sure ill die one wearing this dress during winter :P

p/s so hows the dress? nice kan :)

Happy Birthday Paksu dearie

This post is for my beloved paksu who is celebrating his birthday today..

Happy birthday paksu!!!

Hope u have a good one

I want a maksu la cepat sikit kahwin J

May all ur wishes and doa will be granted by Allah amin..

p/s : for a man life begins at 50 so don’t worry u have a long way to go to reach 50 :P

Happy feet part 2

So it is a done deal shera is coming since finally she purchased her flight tix n she is coming for a whole month...hell yeah babe im sure u need a good rest after 4 whole months of working round the clock kan...furthermore she got a good deal as well her flight tics is only rm 2139 n that is a super cheap price for a ticket purchased in msia...owh n btw ive already extended my euro trip vacation ;) hehehe so instead of going to ONLY Barcelona, shera n i decided to go to paris and rome as well...in paris adila n ammar will be joining us as well (Disneyland here i come!!)...it is definitely a crazy purchased n decision bcos i am DEAD BROKE until the end of the month cos i need to purchase flight tickets for shera as well...so shida mintak duit for hotel barca sept kay :Pone week to go je pon kan...before i came here i have a list of places where i really want to go n Alhamdulillah after purchasing this flight tickets i am only left with one more place that i really2 want to go which is turkey hopefully next year ill visit u turkey Jn if i have extra budget the berlin Christmas market suggested by shida might be a good place to go hahahhaha...shida jgn buat i migraine n heart attack k dgn berangan nak pegi santorini with adila lagi mcm mane nih...kan best kalau bapak i Donald trump heheheh...

Until then will blog soon xoxo

read this - it is about marriage sedih tau :(

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.
Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

happy feet!!

i am super happy this past few weeks...i received few good news..first of all my dear friend shahkierra gave birth to a beautiful baby boy a.k.a mohamad syahmi..i am so happy for u shak x sangka u da jadi mummy..be a good mummy k n dgr ckp husband u jgn degil2 heheheh..n please ask niena to upload syahmi's photos on fb lg k...i want to see his progress cewahhh n the next good news is that my dear friend nadrah is getting married...i am so happy for her but i am really sorry nad that i couldnt attend ur wedding december nih sbb i balik january n btw post i yg betrayed tuh bukan untuk u la hahahah....n finally sheera decided to come n visit me this october wehooooooooooooooooo n i just purchased a flight ticket to Barcelona...happy happy month for me heheheh im jumping off the roof :)

Ramadhan Kareem :)

This is my first time fasting abroad and away from my family and a little bit of sad emotion rushing through me (hehehhe)..hopefully insyAllah next year ill be fasting with my family again..i think i tend to appreciate ramadhan more when im abroad...i miss having sahur with my family, i miss breaking fast with my family..i miss going to terawih with my mom since last year i havent had the time to accompany her since i need to work from 9pm till 6am..this is the 2nd year my mom is going to perform her terawih alone..insyAllah ma next year ill try my best to be by ur side ok :)n i miss going to PASAR RAMADHAN MELAWATI with my dear shani!!!shan going to pasar ramadhan dgn awk is the best la..both of us will go crazy n we will queue like mad at kedai tauhu anura, tepung pelita n popia sambal...n both of us will giggle like mad when we passed through kedai ikan bakar because of rahimin kan shan..how i miss this moment with u la babe..n then shan this year please organize berbuke puasa together tau..since before this im always the organizer so bile i xde dont forget u r next in line to organize it heheheh...pastu upload gamba banyak2 k so that i can be jealous heheheh...missing the time bile bukak puasa when we have to take turn dukung faliq since bagi can mak die makan kan hahahah..i miss all those moments la so mcm mane nak keje sini nih :p finally i would like to take this opportunity to wish happy fasting month to everyone out there especially to all my beloved KAWAII friends and all my darling cousins n not to forget my fellow AMMians..love u guys a lot!!

WISH IT COULD HAVE BEEN LONGER

The past few weeks have been a hectic week for me i have to juggle a lot of things i.e work, tour guide, holidays and shopping ;p..but at the end everything was worth it ..i had a fabulous time with ya n partly we travelled a lot n i guess all my working money were used in a very good way hehe..below are the list of places we went;

1)London- the first place that i brought them was bicester village...it was a perfect day since it was the first weekend of THE summer sale..we arrived bicester at aound 11 am n got back at 7pm ;p women n shopping are inseparable hehehe..we shopped a lot n i managed to buy my very first ferragamo handbag with my very OWN money that i earned from my summer job..it was satisfying the feeling is different but i guess my dad will never understand it heheheh..n i bought several other stuff as well so i can say that im broke until the end of the month but its worth it hehehe...ya n partly shopped like mad as well the sale was fantastic how i wish my budget to buy the handbag is more because my dream GAUCHO bag was on sale L...

2)Dublin- we went to Dublin for 3 days it was a short trip but FUN.. kak rina picked us up at the airport n then we went straight to howth for seal watching n the seals are cute they literally wave at us for fish hahhaha..later we met abg dzul n aidan at a picnic spot nearby for delicious fish n chip..we did a lot of things in Dublin our itinerary were full starting from the Germany vs England match up till the last min shopping at grafton..ya n partly literally fall in love with Dublin all they can say are how both of them want to migrate there heheheh..btw thank u very much for the hospitality kak rina n abg dzul (from the food to the lodging n everything) hope u guys like the stuff we got for the three of u n btw the boxer for abg dzul is ya’s idea hehehe..owh how i will miss aidan’s signature cry L

3)Road trip- it was a 4 days 3 nights road trip n the flow of the trip was Stonehenge-bath-manchester-liverpool-cheshire oaks-birmingham n then it was supposed to end with an evening at the Windsor castle but the 3 of us were too tired so we decided to head home straight after Birmingham...at Manchester n Liverpool we stayed at the Travelodge hotel which is one of my favourite hotel in the Uk right because it is cheap n clean!! But at Birmingham we stayed at shida n sheena’s place (thank u guys for the hospitality n the FABULOUS nasi lemak n btw the car boot sale was FANTASTIC!!)owh the best part of the road trip was the OLD TRAFFORD STADIUM N MUSEUM TOUR..i was a big fan of man u since small so when i managed to go there it was like a dream come true..ill make sure that before i go back to msia for good i will watch a football match there insyAllah...btw old Trafford is beautiful n perfect but anfield mcm kilang besi jek :P heheheheh..it was fun never could i imagine that ill be driving around uk heheheh ya n partly have been a very good co pilot,entertainer n travelling buddies hehehe..

4)Amsterdam- it was my first time there i think im not sure when i was small my parents brought me there or not..but it was a very historic place apart from the sexual n drugs thingy..i like it when most of the ppl there cycle...we stayed at a very nice hotel n i will book my holiday from travel republic again..we flew by KLM n stayed at 4 stars hotel plus breakfast in Amsterdam with free shuttle bus n all for just 240 pounds per person...i guess it was a very good bargain since we booked our package late which was 1 week before the trip n the room was fantastic we got a 42 inches plasma flat screen tv in our room which is very good deal due to the world cup season ehheheh..owh during the semi between Holland n Uruguay the 3 us watched it at the big screen tv at museum square near van gogh museum n it was once in a lifetime experience..it was like a street party u can see a sea of orange ppl n every time Holland scores there will be fireworks n music n all...it was unbelievable heheheh..n the next day we opted for a whole day tour where they brought us to volendam n lots of other places such as the windmill village, the clog factory, the cheese factory n many more...n the tour end up with a city tour hop on/ hop off..we managed to hop off at this diamond factory where ya specifically told partly what type of diamond that she wants if partly wants to propose her heheheh..it was fun seeing ya become excited trying every ring that she falls in love with n partly’s facial expression hehehehe (kerja rajin2 ye partly oi ;p)for me i LOVE the tennis bracelet one day i will get it as a treat for myself insyAllah...owh before heading back to the hotel we stopped by red light district n both of us (ya n i) bought this chocolate with carnabis n brought back to the hotel because both of us were too afraid to try it at the so called “coffee shop”...partly decided not to try it since he used to have a very bad kidney condition when he was small so he just let the both of us tried it..i just took a very small amount of the chocolate while ya’s portion was like 3 times more than me but at the end i was the one who was laughing my ass out for nothing...can u imagine by looking at partly’s face i laughed...it was bad ya n partly were entertained n amused by my behaviour...but nothing happened to ya i guess her immune level (or wuteve u guys called it) is high...that will be my first n last experience...serik tak mau dahhhhh ;p

5)London- once i arrived London the 3 of us was joined by syam...he got a very good result which overwhelmed his parents n they let him come here n visit me...it was a last min plan by syam n i was surprised (x pasal2 kene naik cab dtg rumah aku kan syam sape suruh main beli je tiket aku kat Amsterdam mmg x boleh la nak amik ko ;p)so the last few days for partly n ya were shopping days...i brought them to Portobello market, westfield, oxford street, Selfridges n harrods...partly continuously said that shopping in London mcm perang...kat semua tempat kene bertempur hheheheh...dublin tenang jer ..sabar ek partly ;) the day before leaving back to msia was mind blowing...we need to pack!!!n MAS only gave both of them 20kilos each (kedekut!!)but at the end i managed to help both of them packing n they exceed the allocated amount by 14 kilos...i was jampi-ing at the check in area in my heart n God knows macam2 doa kot i baca n Alhamdulillah everything ok...the farewell moment was sad i felt like crying..xtau kenape the of us da macam triplets da for the past 3 weeks n then suddenly both of them have to go back..the whole trip was fun n it was a holiday for me as well...next year datang lagi k ya...make sure lame so that we can babysit aidan hehehehe...come again with partly n aca n man as well tau...i miss u guys alot...

p/s: maybe on the next post ill upload some random pictures of the whole trip kay :p

Betrayed

dont add me on fb just because u want to let ur gf stalk it

dont apologize to me just because u want to use me

dont be nice to me just because u need a favour from me for ur fren

dunia ni kecil and Allah tu maha adil..

satu kejahatan yg kau buat 10 balasan yang Allah bayar insyAllah

get the hell out of my life because without u my life is more peaceful

BRB

sorry for the absence..it has been one hell of a month..ive been busy entertaining my niece n her bf n busy hopping from one place to another :)ill update later when i have the time kay..here are some of the sneak pics of what ive been up to lately ;p

happy papa's day

happy fathers day my dear papa..i love u so much even though u can be kinda kedekut ;p (yeah i know kene jimat kan ) at times hehehe..

p/s picture above was taken 4 years ago during our visit to geneva..my fav pict of both of us:)

birthday celebration

i just realized i didnt update u guys about my birthday celebration..it was by far one of the best birthday ever...i can say that my silver jubilee was celebrated big time hahahha..it started with a hummingbird red velvet cake sharp at 12am..i was doing my dishes when adila n ammar brought the cake n i was super happy n surprised since i was with them most of the time so bile lah derang beli cake n plan hahahah...n the cake is the most delicious cake ever thank u to my 2 awesome hsemates heheheh..but sadly i have to work on my birthday but my colleague did present me with a beautiful bouquet thank u very much for that n once i reached home adila n ammar once again surprised me with a monopoly manchester united edition..fyi i am an avid collector of monopoly plus a die hard fan of manchester united so can u guys imagine how excited i am when i received a manchester united edition monopoly!!!hahahha the celebration continues with a wonderful dinner with everyone who are close to my heart in london at urban turban thank u abg wadi saf alden adila n ammar for making that night wonderful n beautiful...the restaurant serves delicious pie briyani..heheh n the restaurant gave me a complimentary cake at the end of the dinner..owh thank u for the chocolates n orchid abg wadi n alden :) btw the best part of my birthday is when my brother gave me the most mind blowing gift ever..he bought me an adoption pack of an orang utan at the WWF foundation..he registered my name as a keeper of a 4 years old orang utan n i get a certificate with it n all n her name is Koyah..it was a very close to the heart gift n i never thought that pipi will give me present la sbb he is very the kedekut hahaha..thanx pip...n finally to end the weekend celebration of my silver jubilee adila once again belanja me to watch SATC2 with her :)

p/s i hope it is not to late to say thank u from the very bottom of my heart for all the gifts, cards wishes calls n celebrations..u guys make me feel appreciated

happy

It’s been a while..i was busy with work, i have to cover most shift last week since most of my colleague went off for their summer holiday visiting their families around Europe..but i get a whole week off this week except for Sunday which i have to work for only 6 hrs but i will get paid for full day good innit ;p..owh i got my results for last term Alhamdulillah i pass my 1^st term but i it is not up to my expectation..i thought i can get distinction but xpela nak buat mcm mane xde rezeki next term hopefully..really want to make my parents proud after what they had done for me..owh something big happen to me last week ( don’t ask what bcos it is sumthing very personal n intimate for my family n i) Alhamdulillah Allah once again answered my prayers..i am beyond happy when my parents are happy...they get what they wish for n that is what i want for them..to certain someone i know u r reading this blog i love u a lot, take care of urself n thank u for making mama n papa happy J n please remember that i will always be here for u n i will do whatever it takes for u tau remember that n u r not alone in this world..1 more thing to update haffiz sms-ed me wishing me well wishes n all..it makes me wonder whether he is the anonymous person who sent me those balloons on my birthday if it is him hopefully Allah will temukan die jodoh yang baik2 in the near future..a woman like sakinah mawaddah n rahmah insyAllah amin...he is a nice guy he deserve sum1 better n prettier ;p hahahhaha

p/s the picture of the balloons i received on my birthday nice kan

after sales service

today i went to send my car for servicing..

the price = menangis but okla since if u think logically n jgn convert still reasonable

but when the service center wants me to do wheel alignment for 150 pound i said no!!!

sangat la ridiculous nak buat wheel alignment sampai 700 ringgit if convert...

kat msia wheel alignment rm50 to rm80 je kot..

car may be cheap here buat after sales service is cut throat :(

cant wait to send the car back to msia so that if anything happen hantar kat kevin jek

murah hehhehehehe...

p/s kak rina if u r reading this post please convey my congratulation to ayahcho :)

i heard the news..so proud to have him as my uncle hehehe need to study harder nih hehe

sex and the city 2

last sunday my hsemate adila n ammar treat me for a movie...it was a part of my birthday celebration..thanx u guys n at first i was super excited when i found out the three of us are going to watch SATC 2 but after watching that movie to my disappointment i dont like it..i think the movie is mocking Islam...seriously watching the westerners laugh in the cinema when they were making jokes about the Muslim rules are not funny at all..(owh btw the muslims does not freak out when they see a condom ok)call me conservative or wuteva i still hate it...muslims women in that movie are being used as props..apart from that the movie was too long almost 3 hrs..mcm tgk hindustan..i dont think i wanna watch it again

Yeay im 25 today!!!

Syukur Alhamdulillah i turn 25 today..i am very happy to be blessed with wonderful family members, cousins, friends and housemates heheheh..thank u for all the wishes n thank u for remembering my birthday..seriously for me the thought that counts present comes second hehehhe (kalau nak bg ok jek)owh im so happy to talk to my parents just now n my dad said to me u have my credit card no kan by something for ur beday but limit 30 pound jek? Got limit ok!!! baru ingat nak order 1 chanel handbag through online hahahha...dont worry pa i don’t want anything the car that u bought for me n for u to pay for my education are more than enough i love both of u alot J

It has been a 25 years of wonderful journey for me so i cant wait for another 25..

Bring it on baybeh......

p/s the picture above is the cake that my hsemate bought for me..