UPDATE :)

2000 words down!!

1500 words to go...

u can do it zeileen!!

p/s- picture above is the current situation of my study table :p

literally shave my skin ouch

i know im supposed to be AWOL until my submission day but this post is important ok hahahah...i literally shave my skin of my leg!!pity post kan...i hope my parents read this post so that they kesian n tanye what can they do to cheer me up hahahhahahaha...siot punye anak la aku nih heheheh...love korang tau mwahmwah

A.W.O.L

This is my last post for this month since after this i will be awol until my final submission day...btw yesterday i went to the LSE library n it was a very big library n peaceful but all the table are full but thank God i managed to find one small spot for me to study even tho the guy who seat next to me is weird...can u imagine a 20 something guy who studies calculus need to suck his thumb then he can answer his calculus question..mr.nerdie is weird ok...everybody at that library looked stress but they deserve to be since their subject are tough..since i was a small kid i always wanted to take accounting n i dunno how i end up with English n IR n i wonder if i took accountancy will i be in LSE right now hahahahaha...(mcm XKAN jek )owh i meet mr.P yesterday :p so sekarang saya dalam mode kekeliruan n penasihat saya mr. H pulak dah missing in action dekat negeri di bawah bayu..cepat balik la!!

GEMINI!! ( hahahah is it true?)

Geminis are curious and intellectual by nature. They are forever exploring people and places in their quest to attain knowledge. Bright, witty and outgoing, the Gemini charm guarantees they will be the center of attention in any crowd. Matching their intellect is a well-developed imagination.

The duality of the Gemini personality can make it difficult to know just whom you are dealing with. They sometimes appear fickle, flighty and susceptible to whim. These traits often make it difficult for Geminis to finish much of what they start. The other side of their dual personalities is they have an innate ability to multi-task, which is good since their interests are many and varied.

The Gemini Intellect is the key to their being, and provides the foundation for their skills in the art of communicating. Geminis are not born leaders and will usually defer that position to another. However, their clear thinking and creativity allow them to contribute positively to any project. While Geminis love to talk, they also make for a great audience. Overall, their light spirit and interest in almost everything make them wonderful company.

The Gemini In Love:
Geminis love intelligent conversation, so the way to the Geminian heart is through the head. The Geminian is best involved with a steadier, stronger personality who will tolerate and enjoy their butterfly socializing, yet still be there for them when the cards have all blown down. They are willing to experiment with all manner of relationship styles; and as long as their partner is articulate, tolerant, exciting, adventurous and willing to discuss their exploits in detail, they will be ecstatic.

Because Gemini is not above straying, they are rather divorce prone. However, typically they think the joys of an occasional adventure more than make up for the risks involved. Geminis are exciting companions who crave excitement and variety. They assume they will be able to easily smooth over troubled waters with their silver tongue--they are tolerant of the peccadilloes of their partners, so long as they are not stolid or boring.

Famous Gemini Include:
H.R.H. Philip (Duke of Edinburgh), Sir Arthur Conan-Doyle, Marilyn Monroe, Judy Garland, Bob Hope, John F Kennedy, Walt Whitman, Al Jolson, Bob Dylan, Thomas Hardy, Miles Davis, Bob Dylan, Stravinsky, Confucius, Kirk Kerkorian and Paul McCartney
Ideal Jobs Include:
Geminis are well-suited to be explorers, writers, merchants, translators, publicists or talk show hosts.
Lucky Numbers:
3, 12, 21, 30, 48, 47
Planet: Mercury
Star Stone: Moss Agate
Element: Air
Most Compatible With: Libra, Aquarius, or Gemini

the bed sheet is here!!!

i am a happy camper...

it looks exactly as i imagine..

how i love amazon hahahha..

Dear John

this is one of the best love story ever...

please2 watch this movie...

when will i meet my "dear john"

*winkwink*

Homesick

I really thought i am strong enough to stay away from my family n friends..i guess not i miss my family n friends n i hope u guys will have a fabulous time celebrating shera’s beday...love u guys a lot don’t forget me kay..(nasib baik adila n ammar are my family here J)

bright n shiny Brighton

we went to Brighton last friday..it was a bliss..the view the place n the atmosphere is very calming..will go again this summer perhaps during my nephew n sheera's visit..

sms from mr. HS

According to my dear n loving brother who is currently using my msia hp no (since the number is very special for me and i don’t want to terminate it) my ex (mr HS) sms-ed me..he sms-ed me because he wants all of our photos together (during the lovey dovey period)...he said he just want to keep it as a remembrance n he won’t go to the bomoh to sumpram me or wut not..but hey i don’t think i will give him the photo very the marabahaya ok bcos we never know wut pictures can do to a person kan...back to the topic, i asked pipi wut did he replied but he told me that its ur problem n i dun want to get involve so i pon dgn susah payah meng-search mr HS in fb(thats the first place you’ll look for ppl nowadays kan J)n i found him...since i didn’t tell him that i quit my job n flew to London for my masters so i take the opportunity to karang a very long n thoughtful msg about my whereabouts n why i didn’t reply the msg promptly..n to my disappointment he only replied with “wishing u good luck and happy always ”boleh x?...but according to my bestie mr H..ok la tuh dr x reply lgsg...arghhhhhh i really can’t understand guys...they are so fickle minded n confusing...

A dear letter from a fren

i was trying to clean up my inbox since its almost full n then i found this letter from my dear fren ambee..this letter was sent to me 2 years ago n i guess what he said is right..(ambee my life is bouncing back, i cant thank u enough for this letter..u r a real fren :p)so here goes the letter :-

your shoutout seems depressing...i know a big problem when i see one...i have no right to ask you about it, but i do have the rights to care and support you in overcoming it...we are bond with this thing called friendship...and caring is part of my duty as a friend...i went through a very rough part of my life a few years ago and i survived...i believe you will too...maybe not in the new future, but someday...at times you are "hit" one after another...as though god is unfair towards you...but think again: -He wont put you through something that He knows you cant handle-meaning that He knows what type of person you are...you are strong and wise when you are put against something big...it may seems tough, but it is not impossible to break through it...dont ever dwell for something you lost, instead look forward to what you are heading to...because a person who looks back could never know what is coming ahead...please remind yourself that you are not alone in this world...you have your beautiful family and lovely friends around you...who were there, and will always be, through thick and thin...nothing beats family's love...trust me in this...i survived through this tool - family's lovemy life was totally upside down 2 years ago...one hit after another...i even told naf it felt like i was pushed from the back, and she just langkah me while i was on the floor...it hurt so much...eventhough the pain is gone, but i am left with a scar in my heart that will always remind me what love is made of...zelin dear, you will always be a dear friend of mine...i hope you will be inspired by this msg and it will help you through this problem of yours...because when you are "down", the only place to go is "up"...and i believe you will bounce back stronger and better...lots of love -ambee-

thanx again ambee <3

lurve :)

im officially an amazon.co.uk junkie..seriously the benefit of living in the uk is the online shopping..u can buy stuff through the net n they will deliver it to ur doorstep for free...what a bliss:) and the stuff is normally cheaper than what u can find in the stores..so today i purchased a (to die for) duvet cover which i totally love <3...before purchasing i was confused which one should i buy because the design that i want comes in 2 colours (fuchsia and teal)..i have always been a fan of pink but my current duvet cover is pink so i think i want something different so i ask mr.h which is my best friend to pick one for me n he choose the teal one..which i adore too..so i purchased that duvet cover straight ahead but to my disappointment the teal duvet cover is out of stock and i have to wait for a few weeks which i dont want (being a very impatience lady).so i took the fuchsia duvet cover..so the picture above is the preview of my duvet...satisfaction :)and also my almost duvet cover :( (i will buy u next month i promise)

untitled

Since i have a lot of free time n nothing to do (eventho i have a 3500 words essay due on the 5^th of may hehehe) writing in this blog suddenly came across my mind...but then i dunno what to write about so i just open up my Microsoft words n try on free writing...so i guess at the end of this essay ill get to know wut will the title of this post will be...so i guess i want to write about how lucky i am in this world... eventho there are many unfortunate events occurred in my life i still consider myself lucky...i am fortunate that i always get everything i want and i am fortunate because my parents would forked out their bank to send me for studies n i am fortunate because i have wonderful2 friends n families that will always support me...so i always need to remember that i am lucky whenever i am down..but talking about luck, for the past few days my hsemates n i have been playing monopoly since i am a big monopoly collector (lame i know but i love em) n i bought a hard rock cafe edition to add on to my collection n i won the game for 3 consecutive nights...ammar was so pissed off with but wut to do mar i am THE champion so face the fact hahahaha...writing half way thru this post suddenly i remember wut happen to hafiz?( fyi hafiz is my ex whom i have a 6 wonderful years of relationship with huhu)but wut to do xde jodoh so we have to end up our relationship...it’s been a year since we lost contact n the last time i heard about him, he is still in DBP Kelantan branch i really hope he’s doing well...ntah2 he’s married hahahah...but just a little info about me n him..actually both of us are very serious in fact both of us da beli kain buat baju kawen n my dad even bough us a set of jewellery for the wedding ahahahah n just a year before the wedding date suddenly i realize that i want a lot more in life n i dun think im ready to settle down and have kids (imagine me with a kid?da la suke tido siang jage mlm..so cannot hahahha)...i want to further my studies n give money to my parents...n hafiz doesn’t want to postpone the wedding..so goodbye is the best word J but im happy with my life now n theres a guy who likes me (hehe) i think...aku pon xtau la ape yg die syok kat minah tembam nih hahahah...but for now he is a very good company but i cant cheat my feeling bcos i know for now i like him because he is here with me in London n he entertains me when im bored but i know once im back in msia its over bcos jeng jeng jeng hahahahh (for me to know n for u guys to wonder *winkwink*

BUMBLEBEE has landed

yeay uber excited mode my bumblebee is here, now!!parking in front of my house..only God knows how happy and thankful i am...with bumblebee around groceries shopping will be easier n no more running up n down the buses with endless shopping bags...thank u a lot to my papa n mama for making my life easier n i love them loads..nobody can replace u guys n u guys r always on top of my list!!!xoxo..here ill post the second pict of my bumblebee ;)

Iqa's visit

sorry ive been missing for a few days...ive been busy entertaining my fren from uia who came n stayed for 3 nites at my hse...currently she is studying in portsmouth doing her postgraduate studies in HR n she is the one who push me to take up my masters n i never can thank her enough for that n i love her for that hahah..btw nothing much yg we did pon i brought her to westfield since it is only 10 mins away from my hse and according to the web it is the biggest shopping centre in europe hahahah...seriously pavillion is bigger ok..well iqa went wild she bought 5 shoes...can u imagine in a day trip my dear friend bought 5 pairs of shoes...iqa im very proud of u hahaha but all the shoes are pretty pon n if im a tourist also i will go crazy also n its cheap too..even i bought 3 pairs of shoes since i have extra pocket money from my last month budget...thank God my father is not an it savvy type of a person if not he will scream at me if he read this post...i love u paaa...ok until now guys ttyl since i need to focus on my assignment of 3500 words on cultural globalization wish me luck :)

nyum nyum

today i had nasi kerabu for dinner...

it was da bomb thanx to adila for her stok mknan..

at least a little bit of my food craving goes away hahah..

how i miss msian n the food..i wanna go back!!!