poning den!!

buying a car is a very complicated procedure in london...but im done with the first step which is the deposit payment n test driving the car...the car is very nice i hope my parents will love it n the next step will be the insurance thingy n parking permit thingy...if everything is ok in 10 more days the car is mine wehooo...insyAllah...so here is the preview of the car *winkwink*

miss shazneee

skyping session with miss sasnik...rindu her alot...datang july k babe december sejok nak jalan susah nnt...hahahahha

my dream toywatch!!!

wait for me...ill promise u one day i will buy u...maybe on my 25th birthday perhaps ;)

stalking through ppl's fb ;)

while i was browsing through other ppl's wedding photo in their fb i discovered 3 beautiful things that i like n i want to copy for my wedding...wink wink

FICKLE MINDED!!

I am a such indecisive person because when i was doing my undergraduate studies i seriously cant work to work n earn my own money so that i can do n buy wuteva i want...then i started working at first i was so over excited with my pay, i can even treat my parents with a lovely dinner n all but the excitement doesnt last long because after 6 months i want more in life n i know by only having degree with the current demand nowadays i cannot go far...so i applied for my masters programme n im loving it but NOW when i need to submit a paper for my coursework i suddenly miss my working life...uwaaaaa seriously by opting for a totally different major than my undergraduate studies is tough...i need to do extra reading in everything whereas all my other course mates are very advance n infront of me...i really hope Allah give me the strength to survive because my parents spent a lot of their money to send me here....crossing my fingers here!!!(mintak2 lah saya survive this masters insyAllah)

concert by miss reeneeeeeeee

My dear miss reene is playing her guitar for me...

awwww i love u so much la minah :)

1300 words to go...

the past 10 days has been dull n bored for me...after farid had gone back to kl i have nothing to do..ive been staying alone n thank God adila is coming back real soon i dunno whether if i can survive another week by being alone if adila postpone her trip..i have a 2500 words submission on the 29th yet im still lazy...i will take a day break after writing every 500 words n i dont know why..(cmon zelin finish it up once n for all n dont wait until the last min!!)the adrenaline rush is diff when doing works last min i guess n ideas runs thru my mind like a waterfall if i wait till the very last min hahahah ...owh n today i went to primark n M&S and for the very first time i didnt buy anything for myself at all...i just went there bcos my mom asked me to buy her kitchen stuff n ship it home..so i went in to the store straight to home n accessories department n then straight to the cashier...im proud of myself hahah...a pat on the back for me *wink wink*..so ttyl since im sleepy n its time to go to lala land...gudnyte guys...

Hydrangeas :)

i have always wanted a garden full of pink hydrangeas all my life but i know living in a very hot n humid country like malaysia it is very difficult for that dream to come true..so when i moved to london i guess it is the best time for me..but then it turns out to be that my house is a town house n according to the contract the house below gets the garden..sangat menyedihkan kerana orang bawah buat garden jadi junk yard ok!!but the spirit of having a hydrangeas is still there so i made up my mind n bought a long pot of hydrangeas to put at my window bay..it may not be a garden full of it but im ok with just a window full of it...i really hope my hydrangeas x mati n this is my first attemp planting n taking care of a living thing hahaha btw to all my friends in kl, cactus kalian sume hidup lagi ke (reene please tell me u da amik the cactus from my hse) ;)wink wink...

satu kebaikan yang kau buat sepuluh kebaikan Allah bayar...

just now i had a nice chat with my old friend...we talked alot about what had happened to us n we did a good catch up because both of us had a bad history togeder hahaha..but everything is ok now...before i came here he asked me to do something that i really didnt want to do but for old time sake i did it anyway...at first i hate the outcome of the situation but now i realize that it is a good thing for me to do because i become the good one n the forgiving one which is good..just now he told me that "tgk ko buat ape yg aku suruh Allah murahkan rezeki ko, ko dapat sambung masters kat london lagi.."n then it occured to me betol gak ape mamat nih cakap but i really hope dalam 10 kebaikan yg insyAllah Allah nak bayar to me tu tolonglah bukakan pintu hati my sister to come back...i really miss her terribly n i would trade almost everything in my life for her to come back...please come back kak eti i really miss u n u r the only sister that i have n i really need u for me to talk too...we always have our gossip session togeder yg even mama pon xtau..u always keep my secret n i always keep urs...but its been 2 years n i dunno how long i can take it anymore...if u r reading this post please shove aside ur ego n come back...all of us misses u..u have missed so many things u weren't even there when makwan's passed away n she's ur favorite grandma...i just want u to know that i miss u alot n i really need u to be by my side..i love u alot n i always pray that Allah lindung u n ur family dari segala bahaya n kejahatan...please come back that is all what im asking after so many things that ive done for u...

studying/reading mode

i am supposed to be studying n reading about European union since i have a 2500 words paper about it that need to be submitted on the 29th of march but i still i have no mood...i rather be writing in this blog than doing my assignment...(apelahhh nak jadi dgn si zeileen nih)please study n reading mode dont go away i need u right now!!!btw my assignment is about the analysis of european union in responding to the issues of globalization...so good luck to me...ttyl guys

skyping with bestie :)

im chatting with reene right this very momment...

missing her terribly...

cant wait for her to come n visit me end of this year...

love u babe........

bye bye farid...

it was so nice of farid to extend his stay for another more week to accompany me since my 2 house mates went back to kl to visit their family after 3 years of not going back..uishhh i seriously cannot do that at least once a year i have to see my family..yup im very the manja hehe...btw farid thank u very much for ur company ill appreciate it a lot...hope to be seeing u soon in september insyAllah...

date ;)

i got a date next week hahaha..

happy mode but the date is just for fun nothing more..

will right a new post on it soon ;)

btw i miss all my frens n kazens in kl terribly...

i really hope they come here soon or ill buy a ticket to go back haha

family love;)

sorry ive been missing in action for awhile...my parents and their entourage of 11 came to visit me...so ive been busy entertaining them n joining them for holiday in scotland n dublin...it is my second visit to dublin because last june i went there with berg n shera..we visited my 2 cousins over there which are safia n kak rina...its been awhile since i jumpe kak rina n it was a good catch up...her anak is sooooo comelll la with that cute pink rosy cheek how i wish i ade baby like that (cough cough)...n thanx for the chicken curry kak rina n sorry la the dinner very the kelam kabut hahah...btw while in dublin saf was the tour leader n thumbs up for ur success eventhough carbot:) sikit haha but it was ur first experience n furthermore u haf to juggle in ur classes lagi...i had fun la...my visit to scotland was da highlight of the trip...it was my first time there n i lurveeeee it alot...glasgow is veryyyy beautiful the scenery was breathtaking n it makes me appreciate more God's creation...we had fun playing snow n i am super duper excited on behalf of paksu n farid since it was their first time with snow...and the 12 hrs tour is sooo worth it...finally we head back to london n like wut u guys know london is a shopping city...evrybody spent like mad since in the last 2 city shopping was not allowed due to the stupid ryan air for their stupid rules!!but bicester village was the best n i managed to pujuk my father to belanja me tods n UGG shoes..thank u papa i love u with all my heart...owhh thanx for the periuk, vacuum n knife set too :)haha!!now all of them are back in kl..i miss them terribly but thanx to farid sebab extend his stay for another more week to teman me because adila n ammar balik msia for 3 weeks..anyway ttyl im already sleepy...btw missing all my kawaii girls n wawa...gudnyte guys...