100 truths!!!

You are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: tea
2. Last phone call: my parents
3. Last text message: bergo
4. Last song you listened to: running by no doubt
5. Last time you cried: yesterday

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on: yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope
9. Lost someone special: yes
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: never!!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. green
13. pink
14. black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: yes since i moved to uk kan
16. Fallen in of love: yes n then i choose to fall out of it balik
17. Laughed until you cried: of course!
18. Met someone who changed you: yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes :P
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them!
23. How many kids do you want?: a twin
24. Do you have any pets: i used to have cats, fishes, rabbits and turtles
25. Do you want to change your name: no
26. What did you do for your last birthday: this year birthday was a blast <3
27. What time did you wake up today: 3.00pm (i slept around 7am ok)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: online
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: food ahahhaa no la dunno la actually
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last February sob sob
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: for my sister’s life to be better
32. What are you listening to right now : nothing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yup my colleague’s husband
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: ppl pissing me off
35. Most visited webpage: FB n blogspot
36. Whats your real name: zeileen yusnita abd jalil
37. Nicknames: leen
38. Relationship Status: Single but not available yo hahaaha
39. Zodiac sign: gemini
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Primary School?: SRKTM
42. Secondary School?: SMTM
43. High school/college?: mciium, iium , Middlesex uni
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: long
46. Height: 5'5"
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: i think kot haha
48: What do you like about yourself?: bubly
50. Tattoos: A BIG NO
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: never
53. First piercing: not sure
54. First best friend: shazreene nurjanna shamsuddin
55. First sport you joined: x ingat
56. First vacation : x ingat
58. First pair of trainers: lagi la x ingat

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: no
60. Drinking: no
61. I'm about to: to study lame i know
62. Listening to: nothing
63. Waiting on: a right guy hahahhaha

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yes
65. Get Married?: not sure yet at the moment
66. Career?: be an ambassador

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: ntah la haha
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: NO
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes
79. Sex on first date: NO giler nak STD ke
80. Broken someone's heart: yes im deeply sorry mr.h
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: of course
87. Miracles:yes
88. Love at first sight: possible but not for me
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: no
91. Kiss on the first date: no
92. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?: no
95. Did you sing today?: yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : 6 years ago
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it: i learn from past mistakes
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths? : yes

Wishing too much

Can i wish for so many things?if yes these are the wishes..

-To submit n complete a KICK ASS thesis so that my parents will be damn proud of me
-To get a good n promising job here in the UK so that i can pay back my tuition fees to my parents
-To give my parents everything they want in life after what both of them had done for me
-To pray n hope that pipi will complete his degree here with flying colours n be the man of the family (i know u can do it pip i always have faith in u :P)
-To always be there for my sister
-To always be there for my nieces and nephews ( 5 of them to be exact)
-To meet a good person who can accept me , my family and my religion

And finally

-To be a better person

I have a lot of things that i want but i don’t know whether i will ever have the time, courage or even energy to achieve it or not..i just need to pray to Allah swt that He will help me insyAllah amin..

I love you

i was crying like hell when i read a blog by my darling sis..please bersabar n insyAllah Allah will always be by ur side( thank u for following my blog ahhaha)..u know u always have me n u are the main reason why i want to pursue for my masters tau..ill make sure ill take care of u if anything happen..u are the love of my life now n i don’t need a man cause i have u :P n 3 wonderful children as well...missing u alot please convey my love to my babies!!!

A dear and loving miss naddy

I was having a nice time chatting with my dear friend just now..i am so happy for her since her big day is just around the corner n from the bottom of my heart i am deeply sorry that i will miss ur wedding day n hanya Allah je tau nad betapa sedih nya i sebab x dapat attend ur wedding because u were always there for me n u know kalau i ada dkt msia mmg i akan berkampung kat ur hse tau n i will try to make sure my parents datang k because to them u r like a daughter as well..congrats again nad u made the right choice insyAllah i doakan u dgn syukri kekal hingga ke akhir hayat n will be blessed with beautiful n wonderful babies since i know how u like babies and kids n to those who doesn’t know nadrah is my nieces n nephews nanny..all of them loves her to the max!!!she is very good with kids how i wish the twins can become ur flower girl n page boy kan nad tapi nak buat mcm mana Allah ada a better plan for us maybe they will be there on ur 5th year wedding anniversary ke who knows but ill try my best to convey to them that their beloved auntie nadrah is getting married  one more thing nad thank u so much for ur advice i know u will always be there for me i treasure our (me , shak n u ) friendship tau insyAllah ill try my best to not to get hurt like before :P n i know u pangkah sape n i will always ingat undian u tuh but seriously xde pape pon dgn semua because i love every single of them like my own brother hahaha..so u kene carikkan yg lain for me la hahahha..
I love u babe thanx for everything <3
Xoxo,
zeileen

Pada Mu ku bersujud

The words in this song are calming and fantastic..syukur

iftar with lovelies!!!

i miss them alot!!! they are my life!!!so let the pictures do the justice owh btw i love SKYPE!!!

Dissertation mode

Today i'm going to start writing down my dissertation!!!wish me luck everyone i have four and half months to go n hopefully my dissertation will be a kick ass one..insyAllah amin <3

Pure Bliss

three days ago i made an impulsive purchased through evans online website by buying a beautiful black n purple coloured dress..well it arrived today n currently hanging in my wardrobe!!it is a little bit pricey so i did regretted buying it at first but after seeing im glad but wondering where to wear it la actually!!!dgn summer dah nak habis sure ill die one wearing this dress during winter :P

p/s so hows the dress? nice kan :)