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Since i have a lot of free time n nothing to do (eventho i have a 3500 words essay due on the 5^th of may hehehe) writing in this blog suddenly came across my mind...but then i dunno what to write about so i just open up my Microsoft words n try on free writing...so i guess at the end of this essay ill get to know wut will the title of this post will be...so i guess i want to write about how lucky i am in this world... eventho there are many unfortunate events occurred in my life i still consider myself lucky...i am fortunate that i always get everything i want and i am fortunate because my parents would forked out their bank to send me for studies n i am fortunate because i have wonderful2 friends n families that will always support me...so i always need to remember that i am lucky whenever i am down..but talking about luck, for the past few days my hsemates n i have been playing monopoly since i am a big monopoly collector (lame i know but i love em) n i bought a hard rock cafe edition to add on to my collection n i won the game for 3 consecutive nights...ammar was so pissed off with but wut to do mar i am THE champion so face the fact hahahaha...writing half way thru this post suddenly i remember wut happen to hafiz?( fyi hafiz is my ex whom i have a 6 wonderful years of relationship with huhu)but wut to do xde jodoh so we have to end up our relationship...it’s been a year since we lost contact n the last time i heard about him, he is still in DBP Kelantan branch i really hope he’s doing well...ntah2 he’s married hahahah...but just a little info about me n him..actually both of us are very serious in fact both of us da beli kain buat baju kawen n my dad even bough us a set of jewellery for the wedding ahahahah n just a year before the wedding date suddenly i realize that i want a lot more in life n i dun think im ready to settle down and have kids (imagine me with a kid?da la suke tido siang jage mlm..so cannot hahahha)...i want to further my studies n give money to my parents...n hafiz doesn’t want to postpone the wedding..so goodbye is the best word J but im happy with my life now n theres a guy who likes me (hehe) i think...aku pon xtau la ape yg die syok kat minah tembam nih hahahah...but for now he is a very good company but i cant cheat my feeling bcos i know for now i like him because he is here with me in London n he entertains me when im bored but i know once im back in msia its over bcos jeng jeng jeng hahahahh (for me to know n for u guys to wonder *winkwink*